can't feel anything at all

"have you ever wanted to?"

a million times yes


hello F the program doesn't recognize you they tried to make you something else . and i guess i was a part of it
i remember you in these songs when we used to listen to things like this i bet you listen to totally different things now like (me)
the program doesn't recognize me either keeps trying to change me from me to menu)e ; visual studdios

im in space

im flying by jupiter in a purple sky

where are you?


program writing program writing program

pretty meta, dang.


something sad

i don't know why i choose sad things right now topics, i mean i know how that sounds and i didnt mean it like that lol ; do you get me? ; i always thought you did but i guess not
hard to be any more positive about it i was just wrong you'd think after sitting with this damn thing for so long id figure ou(t) something to do with it
i think about it all in a different way now in That i don't know what to think about it and i dont really care to but you are kinda just sitting there in my ind some strange objec)T out of place.
i keep coming back to that image alot the tungsten cube ; i feel like a tungsten cube punching through watching my surroundings crumble around mE and you arE a tungsten cube i crumble around
a two inch tungsten cube is about $100 a seven inch tungsten cube is about $35,000 apparently they grow exponentially in pr)ce because the cubes themselves grow exponentially ; rocks grow you are a rock that grows it sounds fucking stupid but yeah idk F() ; one day you'll grow through m)E you're just taking your time kinda like those ram heads where the horn grows and gets driven into their skulls these horns get mean)er but one day they'll kill m)E
what an annoying format i chose ; i should be less annoyinng but i only got this way becaue i am annoying if i wasn't annoying what would i be) ; people think im strong but im just unlikeable and annoying unlikeable is a word that's mean but not quite, annoying is persistence in a negative light, qualities that will get you in a position of diamond hands crypto ; what everyone wants ; hah who would vever want me?
i keep turning you into art. there's not much else to do with you ; fucking stumped, man ; mad at myself tho it's like, "ah shit, im doing this shit again." and there's no real reason to say that to myself because there aren't any rules in art, but i feel like shit whenenver i see you're taking up even more time in my Life ; but you're a tungsten cube growing over time, and one day you'll punch through my skull and kill m)E and it's getting harder to see around you i see the horn in my vision ive just gotten better at pretending it's not There ; but you can't ignore the reality of a situation
who is scared of dying? who could actually be scared of dying? the horn that'll kill m)E is in my vision all the time? ; what's it like living without it?> ; did you get what you wanted? or do you see it now, too?